Now that I’ve quit working in an NGO, I still haven’t yet decided what direction I want to steer my life to – and that’s okay. I can afford to be confused for a while. Having skipped almost a decade of my growth leaves me with enough time to think before I have to decide. Instead of catching up, I technically need to fall behind. After all, I just don’t need to have my life completely figured out all the time.
Since I’ve never been able to fully dedicate myself to my hobbies, I should maybe focus on that first. I’m comfortable, as I have a couple of paid sound engineering gigs that are going to roll out by the end of the year, and more are coming unplanned, so I don’t have to worry about money or boredom. Besides, I have some personal projects that need to be attended to.
Lastly, I want to party a bit. Why does that feel so embarrassing to admit? I’ve been feeling too boring, like I’ve forgotten how to have fun. And it is possible to have fun without partying – but I just wanna go to a club.
TOMMY EXPLORES THE WORLD 